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in a relationship
Its complicated

Does this really matter? Will our happiness defends on how our status states? Will it control our happiness defending on how the relationship goes?

questions sometimes are ask,after a thousand questions, a sleepless night i realize no one owns us anything. Even our status states “in a relationship” with that so called “couple ring” on your hand, we are still responsible for how we feel, how our day will go through, specially our happiness. No one awes us anything, and not our boyfriend nor partner is oblige to give us those. we awe it to ourselves. Sometimes your in a relationship but it feels lonely on it. Irony of love is a misery. Sometimes we should not be emotionally dependent to others, because if we do will end up being demanding and through this we start to expect and most of the time we end up being dissapointed. Happiness is one of life’s gift, why not take it? Being in love and having someone is just a extra happiness that we get if we Only know how to find that happiness that’s within us. Ive learn that anyone has a choice, to leave you, to love you or whatsoever, and that no one awes us anything, but yourself will be and always be there for you since the very first day of your life till your last. So love yourself more than anything and anyone in this world and you wont get dissapointed again.

Another start

Loosing oneself and rebuilding it will always be an exciting experience. There will come a time in life that we fall down, make mistakes and we loose ourself for valueing others. and when you think it everything fell down remember that This experience is not the end of life, we make mistakes for us to learn, to see life on a different angle, to feel pain that makes us appreciate happiness. Failure is life’s another way to say ” you deserve greater than what we want”. Keep the light burning and stay on it. Life ia not all dark and lonely its rather simple and light.

Have u tried writing those things that you like doing, or simple things that you like hat gives you that certain feeling of happiness, that makes you think thats ‘its a wonderful life indeed’. I got the chance to do mine, since waking up at 12am when everyone is sleeping and i end up getting my pen and my notebook for my thoughts. I was able to know myself more,by going by my thoughts and knowing what i love/ like doing that gives u that feeling. They add up that certain joy into this journey. Its amazing how so much life can give you, the chance to enjoy this things and appreciate every little things it can offer. Il start doing all on my list one at a time, and write another set of list lol. Good morning everyone. :)

I remeber someone wrote a not that 90% of happiness comes from within and the rest is just external. So should learn to love our self first, so we can share that love to others. Its going to be a wonderful restart. 😊😊😊

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    Please Don't Say You Love Me

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"Just please don’t say you love me
‘Cause I might not say it back
Doesn’t mean my heart stops skipping when you look at me like that
There’s no need to worry when you see just where we’re at
Just please don’t say you love me
‘Cause I might not say it back” —— GABRIELLE APLIN

those feelings

Some thoughts on a queue day…

“One of the best feelings in the world is knowing your presence and absence both mean something to someone. Being with someone, listening without a clock and without anticipation of the next event is the ultimate compliment. It is indeed the most valued gesture you can make to another human being.

I always say that simple things in life is more important than any expensive things we can have. It’s a great morning for a walk , it’s a cloudy day and cold breeze of mornings makes the feeling lighter.  I pass by people, some are old people who just came out from the church, mostly student who were late on their first subject  and there are some couple who’s having breakfast after mass.  Suddenly I remember that feeling of having someone in life that gives you that certain joy or smile every morning and make your bad days better. I realize some feelings are being miss. Those times that you have a certain history ago and you were able to feel it.  That smile that you get knowing someone is excited to talk to you and ask so much about random thing about you that makes you feel that your interesting subject to talk about, that leaves you feeling special, that feeling that you get when someone worry about you just because its raining and yet your not yet home. The feeling that you get when someone excited to share a new song and you can see in his eyes how excited he is to have you listen to it.  That excitement you get seeing how excited he is to inform you that new movie was release and how you both arrange time for you to watch it together. That feeling of having someone to share your bad days and the good ones.  That someone you share your umbrella with on a rainy days, that someone who will woke up early just to go to church and have breakfast with you, that someone who values your thoughts and ask for your opinion even the smallest thing about how he dress or look. The feeling of being appreciated knowing That you have someone regardless how opposite you are from each other he wont make you feel the gap and differences. That feelings you get knowing you have someone who knows how to be sweet when he knows your paranoia strikes again. The feeling of how blessed you are for having someone who still there regardless on how hard your mood swing is, or how unreasonable your tantrums cause he knows your just having a rough day. All those simple things give so much feelings and so much importance. It makes life more fun than the usual.  I guess the feeling that we  long for is the feeling that someone value you, your thoughts, your presence. The feeling of being appreciated and needed. i badly miss those feelings and  wishing  to get them  back.


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